so i think im nice

on a semi serious note....i have this friend from high school who i havent seen or talked to in about two years. and of course you know im trying to keep track of people from highschool who i actually talked too. i know she graduated, b/c everyone from the elms has graduated but me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no, really they have. so I was deleting/adding some people to my buddy list on my "other" screen name, because i am probly gonna use it as my new one, cause its easier to remember. and i come accross what i think is her sn. actually, still don't know if it is or not,..so i IM the sn, andthey dont answer... but its probly her b/c im pretty sure she doesnt want to talk..and i dont know why, but hey i figured since i am about to graduate why not see if its her, and try one last time b/f i move out of ohio officially/ for good, and cut my self off from ohio, the elms, and well basically any chance of high school reunion 5 year shit. i mean really flights are much to long to be going from phx to cle to see 5 ppl you like, and 40 you don't. but alas apparently i am not as nice as i thought i was, which i suppose isnt a revelation.................sad that i will probly never talk to her, b/c shes nice, really smart, and funny....but you know...thats what i love about ohio,.....you don't make contact...and it should bother you, and then you get busy.....but its always fun to visit!
so yeah, i guess im not very nice:)